Can't Let Go (Landon Pigg)

You're the closest thing I have
To bring up in a conversation
About a love that didn't last
But I could never call you mine
I could never call myself yours
And if we were really meant to be
Well then we justify destiny
It's not that our love died
Just never really bloomed

I can't let go
No, I can't let go of you
You're holding me back without even trying to
I can't let go
I can't move on from the past
Without lifting a finger you're holding me back

And then we saw our paths diverge
And I guess I felt OK about it
Until you got with another man
And then I couldn't understand
Why it bothered me so
Oh no we didn't die we just
Never had a chance to grow

I can't let go
No, I can't let go of you
You're holding me back without even trying to
I can't let go
I can't move on from the past
Without lifting a finger youre holding me

And it might not make much sense
To you or any of my friends
Though somehow still you affect the
Things I do
And you can't lose what you never had
I don't understand why I feel sad
Every time I see you out with someone new

I can't let go
No, I can't let go
No, I can't let go of you

I can't let go
No, I can't let go of you
You're holding me back without even trying to
I can't let go
I can't move on from the past
Without lifting a finger you're holding me back

I can't let go
No, I can't let go of you
You're holding me back without even trying to
I can't let go
I can't move on from the past

Platonis

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Namanya Bayu. Laki-laki yang satu gerbong kereta denganku itu. Bukan, bukan dia yang aku rindu. Temannya. Ya, temannya lah yang kuingini bertemu. Untuk sekedar tahu apakah dia baik-baik saja. Adakah hidupnya berjalan indah dan tak lagi seberat dulu. Karna diam-diam aku tahu, banyak yang disembunyikannya di balik senyum enggannya yang jarang.

Jika takdir mempertemukan kami kembali. Aku ingin bisa berbincang dengannya. Dari obrolan ringan seputar tim sepak bola kesayangannya hingga segala beban tanggung jawab yang terpaksa dipikulnya. Ya, kami akan saling bicara.
Tapi, lebih besar kemungkinannya jika aku yang mendengarkan segala ceritanya. Dia yang berbicara, aku yang mendengar. Ya, seperti itu. Mungkin.

Ah, selalu begini. Segala yang berhubungan dengannya selalu membuatku merasa seperti ini =,)

Lagi-lagi ini tentangmu. Laki-laki tanpa satu pun akun jejaring sosial. Laki-laki yang entah dimana sekarang.

Apa kamu baik-baik saja?
Kamu bahagia, kan? =)