Crash and Burn (Savage Garden)

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door
And you feel that you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

Because there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breathe again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Let me be the one you call
If you jump I'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

^ What if someone sing this song to me... ^

Aku Membiru

Sepertinya telah jauh jarak kutempuh
Saatnya berhenti untuk beristirahat
Tumpah sudah semuanya, melelahkan ternyata

Ya, aku butuh berhenti sekedar untuk merapikan segala yang terserak lagi
Hanya sebentar, hanya sejenak
Esok aku akan melangkah lagi, pasti
Melanjutkan sisa perjalanan yang masih belum jelas terpetakan dalam pikiran

Sekarang aku hanya lelah,
hanya butuh merebahkan tubuh yang melemah
Seperti manusia lainnya, ada kalanya aku membiru
Ya, saat inilah aku membiru

Tapi tak apa, aku baik-baik saja
Esok, matahari akan bersinar terang
Dan aku akan berjalan dengan riang beriring senyuman

15 Desember 2009

Crying in The Rain (Carole King)

I'll never let you see
The way my broken heart is hurting me
I've got my pride and I know how to hide
All my sorrow and pain
I'll do my crying in the rain

If I wait for cloudy skies
You won't know the rain from the tears in my eyes
You'll never know that I still love you so
Though the heart aches remain
I'll do my crying in the rain

Raindrops falling from heaven
They could never wash away my misery
Since we're not together
I look for stormy weather
To hide these tears I hope you'll never see

Someday when my crying's done
I'm going to wear a smile and walk in the sun
I may be a fool, but till then darling you'll
Never see me complain
I'll do my crying in the rain
I'll do my crying in the rain

I'm So Sorry

Maaf,
tak pernah ada inginku menggoreskan luka lagi

Maaf,
terlalu sering aku menyakiti

Maaf,
untuk semuanya, semuanya...

Terima kasih, untuk segalanya =)

15 Desember 2009

Untuk Bapak

Tak seperti biasanya, ia masih terjaga
Butuh dua kali untuk memastikan apa yang dilihatnya

Ya, bapak, kau tak salah lihat
Mataku memerah, pipiku basah

Dan ia cukup lama berdiri di sana
Aku hanya bisa tertunduk diam

"Dik, mau sarapan apa?"
Itu kalimat pertama di pagi hari berikutnya
Tak sering ia menanyakannya,
tapi aku masih saja tak mampu untuk sekedar mengangkat wajah

Ingin kukatakan ini padanya:
"Bapak, aku baik-baik saja."

15 Desember 2009

Out Of My Head (Fastball)

Sometimes I feel
Like I am drunk behind the wheel
The wheel of possibility
However it may roll
Give it a spin
See if you can somehow factor in
You know there's always more than one way
To say exactly what you mean to say

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication
It was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad then its time you spoke up too

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an indication
It was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad then its time you spoke up too

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an invitation
It was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
So quiet but I finally woke up
If you're sad
Then its time you spoke up
Too

Feliz Cumpleaños

Feliz cumpleaños, mi mejor amigo.
Que descanse en paz.

8 Desember 2009

Kebas

Tak setiap sakit, aku bersuara
Tak setiap luka, aku berteriak
Sedikit demi sedikit, semua merubahnya menjadi tanpa rasa

Mati rasa.

7 Desember 2009

Lo Siento

Aku minta maaf, untuk semuanya
Kata-kata yang melukai, diam yang menyakiti

Maaf, untuk semuanya

7 Desember 2009

Cukup Kau Saksikan Sisi Terangku

Maaf aku tak lagi bisa membaginya
Sudah cukup lama aku tahu kau tak lagi bisa menyimpannya untukmu seorang

Kepercayaan itu telah hilang, sejak kusadar kau tak lagi mampu tahu kapan harus diam

*Untuk mereka, terima kasih pernah menjadi bahu untukku bersandar. Pelukan hangat itu menentramkan, dulu. Kepercayaan itu serupa kaca, Kawan, sekali pecah akan tetap ada bekasnya walaupun sudah kembali terekat erat.

1 Desember 2009

Aku Tahu

Aku sudah tahu, jauh sebelum kau akui hal itu
Aku tahu, karna kau memilih untuk tak menjawab tanyaku dulu
Dan waktu, sekali lagi, menunjukkan kebenaran itu padaku

Pertanyaan serupa yang dulu selalu coba ia hindari
Caranya menghindar telah memberiku banyak jawaban

Begitu juga caramu.

1 Desember 2009

Menangis

Hingga saat ini, belum bisa aku melakukannya.
Entah kenapa, kemampuan pertamaku sebagai manusia selalu hilang ketika aku benar-benar ingin menggunakannya.

Ya, aku buth menangis. Sangat.

1 Desember 2009